........on Sunday. IT was a glorious day, so glorious that Tara, Charly, and I went on a walk down to Robinson and back, about an hour and a half of bliss. The sun was shining, the air was warm, I was over my hangover, Charly was wagging, and PEOPLE WERE OUT! It was an amazing feeling, inspiring us to make changes, go forward, be happy! Tara and I have vowed to meet together each week (even though we do live together, so I guess more like vowing to get off the couch and go somewhere) to discuss/plan/develop ideas of our next step(s) in life. While Tara is a bit younger than me, I feel like we both are in need of some of the same changes. Wanting more than what the past year has brought...to get out and "do" something more meaningful with our young lives. Work is work, but it's also where I spend the majority of my waking time. Shouldn't I be in love with it? She's in the same boat. It's not that I don't love the people I work with, but I feel like I have more to offer the world than giving advice on general liability.
Day by day I am becoming happier. I can feel the selfishness in me coming back, in a good way. Worrying about another person can really take a lot out of you. I am slowly starting to realize that; not only in myself, but in my friends too. Many of us are going through this too,which is liberating and comforting for all.
When I really think about it, I wonder, is love supposed to be that hard? I don't think so. It should be easy, light and deep at the same time.
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